Addiction, until then I knew little. Oh yes I knew of smoking and not to get involved in hard drugs, all the bable that is spun to the general public. I had no idea it was a disease, how it altered the users perception, how the mind lied and all for a crazy little monster inside that rules your life.

For I held a secret, one no one knew. Oh yes there were signs. But no one saw. You see I had this plan. I was so over the struggle of life. I worked so hard, gained very little and when I did...it just got eaten up by some other thing we call life.

I managed a pokie room. You know those machines you put your money in and if you win the game you get money. They are in clubs and pubs and for most it is a little entertainment. For me and the world I entered it was so much more.

I was going to change my life and my sons life. All I needed was a good win. And it is in between there and work something birthed. An illusion, a monster, something I could not control...and it was here to take my life.

That normal day, lost in my illusion the phone rang. It was the government. I was told that things on my tax did not add up and it looks like I had been decieving them about how much money I was earning. I had, all with the good intention that when I won, I would fix that. How long ago was that now, a month, no maybe 6...mmm, no a year...oh my goodness...maybe two.

This was it. No where to run, no where to hide and an illusion that could no longer be. And there I was in true addict style wondering how I ended up here. LOL

I was advised to go to rehab as it might give me enough credit not to go to jail.

"Jail.....Jail, no way, I would never do anything like that. I am not a criminal. I am a single mum doing the best she can. I would not survive jail...oh my...I would not survive rehab."

Never had I been so scared. I lost my life that day and in the days to come I would lose myself. Well what had been created over decades of trauma, abuse, risk taking and self harm.

Into the system I went.

It changed everything. I was broken down...down to nothing. For the first time in a long time all I had was God. I had no one and loads of time on my hands. I was so scared and my life time belief, my past with much paranormal activity, my spiritual gifts that all my family shared all came into activation.

I entered a different world in that surrender. Jesus, Angels and the almighty father filled my day. I wrote, and I had been stunted in my art for many years. My writing so good the church turned them into hymns. I had dreams and strange things going on. I was connected and I knew that I was going to go and help others in the jail system. I was going to bring the light of God.

I was told so.

I found my self ready, I could do jail time if I had to...two years. I could do it. I would help thousands with what I had found.

Well me being me I got expelled from rehab. Yeh I know, how does that happen. That story is for another day. I found my self out in the world with another addict. Oh what a ride. But something in myself stayed like a rock..would not budge. They did...and I was alone.

I told my family not to come on the day of my trial. I did not want them to see me get taken away. And for the first time...they listened to me and did not attend.

It did not look good at one point....but I did not go to jail. I received a criminal record and a fine. And I was in such debt with what I owed, I honestly did not know how I would ever pay it back. But I was not going to jail. That was over.

I could not go back to my work. I could not go home, for my family did not understand my illness. A welcome dinner at the local club showed me that.

I had no idea what I was going to do. So I stayed with God and all that I had found. I found myself at my cousins. He moved out, I stayed. 3 years I spent there, in a room with Great Spirit.

I started using crystals and meditating...and that not only blew my mind...but changed everything. Did you know Jesus is not a Christian. LOL

I was given 3 divine healing by the angels...and in one of them, in my room...in my third eye...there were so many blue beings...I could not count them, maybe 30. That is where I conencted with Airion. This is where everything changed again...lol

Imagine my surprise when getting on social media for the first time I stumble on a picture of Airion. Like it's him. How can my imagination be here in the 3rd dimension.

This is where I found facebook. I had never been on social media before as to keep me and my son safe. It was new to me and it is where what I now do began. I had no idea I had just found my gift, my mission...what I was here to do. Life just flipped.

It does not mean everything has been easy. But I walk with Great Spirit every day, the shadow has gone, I percieve different, I have healed and I am not driven my impulse, disfunction or old traumatic brain pathways.

I am a teacher, a bringer of truth, light and to show who do not know yet as I did not...who and what you really are.

Last night in my meditation I was out on the astral planes. I went straight to Sirius and was greeted by the two Royal White Sirian lions of Today and Tomorrow. Old friends of mine...but have not had the pleasure of their royal company for 7 years now.

I walked up a mountain to them. We huged and I sunk into their fur. I just looked into the male lions eyes. The were electric blue, so where hers and somehow I know so where mine. We all turned and faced the view...it was magnificent....it was a hive of activity of all of Galactica. There was worlds and worlds.....

And then they roared....like roared. A roar that went thought the very fibre of all the worlds....an eco that would be felt forever...and touch all. And then I found myself roaring with them into Galactica. From my root....loud, deep, with such force...I touched the worlds....all of Galactica.

It was powerful, joyous like a victory roar.....magnificent....glorious, and then I was back in my room. I am full of power, full of light....and the roar still vibrating through my mind, body and soul.

This is going to be epic...are you ready for the Lions Gate my darlings...are you ready to roar.

The first of the 3 gates are open....good things are here...and instant, radical, divine change.

I love you...let the festivities commence....

KyRa xxx