What a turn of events.....I guess it is...until it is not.

The past few months has been most challenging as false beliefs, old patterns, programing and that which is not in our highest good has come to the surface.

It has been like swimming against the tide, as that which we thought we had worked though, that of our own shadow rose to greet us, more animated then ever...stronger than ever.

It is here the warrior does their work and I have to say I have not experience anything so dense, so palpable that for the first time since my awakening did I have it pass though in thought that maybe I was falling asleep again. Maybe I have failed.

To be given light where there was none....to gain innerstanding, awareness and consciousness of Self. To of been lost and then found...to see the golden path of purpose laid out before you. To watch the old fade away and a new way of being and day to day life to come into play and all of a sudden your rugged journey makes sense.

How foolish to forget all things of matter fade and die. The shadows brought new light...this new light changed what was...evolved it...shape shifted it. It was and now it is not. It is something else and this...this is so new....something so so new that I have very little words.

All plans, gone. The golden path banished. What I was creating, I have been given something else. I see different, I know different...but when I make it linear, turn it to words....I know nothing.

Something new is here. We are Awakening in the Awakening as collective paradigms shift from collective fear to collective unity.

There is a new consciousness birthed. Its vibration and frequency feel surreal, the physical plane warps and for a moment I feel like I walk the borders of madness for this tune is so so new to me.

Like a song long ago it raises a song from my being that fills me. It is that of so so old...but feels all so new. For now I AM new to me again. Realization after realization where the old no more fits into this space. Like trying to fit a square into a circle kind of thing.

I am shape shifting for I do not know what I do not know. How strange this feeling, this thought is. Something deep with in me guiding me, speaking to me in the language of Light.

The innerstanding is where it all begins as we know....we have been here many times before in different aspects and degrees.

The ground is taken from under the feet, the high frequency pulsates though our being and is of the upmost Importance to keep connected to Source, Great Spirit and keep grounded to Gaia at this time.

For the ego will mistake the feelings of these cosmic energies coming in and not make sense of them as they are no thing of form. They are no thing of thought. They are no thing of matter.

Fight or flight will begin for this energy is new....and the ego will arise for the only thing the mind can compare this to is Fear.

We long ago found what lay on the other side of Fear, do not forget that thou are....stay awake, ground and ask for assistance.

Nothing is as it seems....

I am gaining consciousness...slowly. I make no sense of this and times are tougher than tough for Us all. It is what it is. I rest safe in the embrace of Great Spirit and for now, try not to hold my breath....for something new is here.

I rest with an open mind and heart, witnessing and feeling its birth....for We have waited eons and eons for this....for what is to come. 

KyRa xxx